Now that I have come to terms that she is gone,
I have found myself sitting here missing her voice,
the way she smelled.
I miss the way she held me tight
but gentle at the same time.
Made me feel secure like nothing could hurt me
. The ways she talked to me so sweet
but firm when I needed to do the right thing.
Kinda like a mom.
She may have been bad sometimes
but she was the best woman I've ever had in my life.
It kills me that she's no longer here.
I miss her dearly.
I find myself thinking of her
more than I ever thought I could think about a person in one single hour.
I want her back
and I would do anything to get her back…
But I know she's happy where she's at......
that's why I'm not doing anything and just letting it be.
Now that she is gone I want to move on with my life
but I can’t because i love her so much.
